Laid To Rest-Lamb Of God (Added in Poetry of my own)
20:11 Mar 22 2006
Times Read: 544
If There Was A Single Day I Could Live,
A Single Breath I Could Take,
I'd Trade All The Others Away.
Numb to Living
The Blood's On The Wall,
So You Might As Well Just Admit It.
And Bleach Out The Stains,
Commit To Forgetting It.
You're Better Off Empty And Blank,
Then Left With A Single Pathetic Trace Of This.
Why feel or care when all I get in return is this dull pain inside my tattered self?
Smother Another Failure
Lay This To Rest
Hide what I don't care to remember
Console Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself,
See Who Gives A Fuck.
Keep it inside as I hurt myself to make me forget it all
Absorb Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself.
Wake each time to find it's still there Find myself drinking it all away
I'll Chain You To The Truth,
For The Truth Shall Set You Free.
I'll Turn The Screws Of Vengence,
And Bury You With Honesty.
My soul burns with the words that have been spoken, the people broken as I stand aside by my own,
I witness what I ran from, what I hid from, Another blow to the heart
I'll Make All Your Dreams Come To Life,
Then Slay Them As Quickly As They Came,
Feeling comes as I feel alive only to feel the dark calm that is me return again as fast as it went
Smother Another Failure
Lay This To Rest
Lock it all away inside
Console Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself,
See Who Gives A Fuck.
Slowly die as I continue to lie with each smile I show
Absorb Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself.
Sitting by myself I stare away thinking of freedom from this
See Who Gives A Fuck.
See Who Gives A Fuck.
See Who Gives A Fuck.
Watch as everyone I trusted and loved betray me
Failure.
Lay on the floor that I've fallen down upon
If There Was A Day I Could Live,
If There Was A Single Breath I Could Take,
I'd Trade All The Others Away,
I'd Trade All The Others Away.
True happiness
Blackened
00:28 Mar 14 2006
Times Read: 555
Everything that was said,
everyday I would dread,
dead and dying,
I crave for release,
some relief from this,
bleeding on the floor,
salt on the sore,
licking the wound,
I seep into darkness,
ebony prison,
holding the key,
you walk away,
trailing the scent,
endless hours spent,
pointless tears shed,
holding my head high,
through the pack of faceless,
I crawl my way to the surface,
gulping in the burning air,
my heart beating once more,
cold air breathes into me,
shivering lips bite into mine,
burnt to the core,
I stand uncaring,
irony comes round once more,
as you walk through my door,
whispering sweet things to my name,
running my hands along you,
my eyes venture away,
falling away from me,
I walk along your worthless form,
grabbing onto my hate,
climbing my way back down,
I hide in the blackness,
that is my being,
feeling alive I die once more,
savoring that kiss,
that seeps out the scars,
alone is how I've been,
alone is how ill stay,
love is a careless game,
I will no longer play,
one day ill break,
fall prey,
to all those things I've come to hate,
broken and shattered,
I still fall,
arms to catch me covered in claws,
bleeding I cry,
clinging to life,
hating myself,
loving everyone else,
false emotion I embrace,
to fell that trace,
life is what I thirst for,
laying on the melting floor,
pray they say,
suffering is the way,
happiness comes with pain,
who are they to claim,
God never listened before,
call me the Devil's whore,
embracing all the sins,
I seem to repeat this all again,
funny how I cant see it coming,
a train heading my way,
continuing service to Hell,
no fire or brimstone,
just me Alone,
we all die alone,
no matter who hangs on our arms,
colors mock me,
their promise of life amazing,
alive to feel it,
Darkness
Despair
Loneliness
Hopelessness,
is all I feel,
this cant be reality,
God must be teasing me,
Death seems releasing,
to all this that im feeling,
the circle of Life,
it seems to constantly repeat,
curled in the corner,
I ponder,
the use of trying,
the point of caring,
the Worthless hours of whining,
to what end to I aim?,
a life without the Pain,
the pure torture of being Alone,
a place I cannot call home,
a Silent prison in which I wait,
death seems so far away,
why do I continue to Dream,
wish of things I cannot touch?,
people I cannot have?,
things I will not be,
alone is better,
my problems stay my own,
if death should come ill mourn alone,
time enough to see myself,
find who I truly am,
in Solitude lies truth,
yet in company lies Hope,
the chance of joy,
the rumor of love,
the irony of hate,
I stand once more,
before the oncoming storm,
that is life,
pain is Nothing to me,
hope everything,
on the wind I hear my name,
friends calling to me,
I open my eyes,
embracing the day,
the hurt,
the lonliness,
the emptiness,
the joyless days,
something can change,
somehow it will get brighter,
Rain it weeps the truth I feel,
leaving behind colors of hope,
a small arch of light in a sea of darkness,
life is short,
FuCk it all,
im going to ride this bitch,
raising the bird to the sky,
I step on,
treading the angry sea that is me,
no regrets no hesitation,
biting into the peach that is life,
I will take what I want,
what I need,
what I crave,
'God' can spank me later,
when I dIe.
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